Walkkk me Out.

Merry Christmas :D

Ugh soo I was in the perfect Christmas mood, since I’m back in my home town. It has been truely amazing I haven’t been here in sooo long lots has changed. I missed everyone soo soo soo much. Also being here shows me I had the perfect life, and shows how much the move screwed me up so much. I’ve become really upset but once I got back here everything was perfect. I stopped worrying about Brandon, the boy that broke my heart awhile ago. And everything was great until I saw my ex. He was my first real love. Noo matter what anyways says I don’t care if i’m to “young” I loved him. He was my best friend the one that always kept a smile on my face the one who I talked to for hours the one I could spent everyday with the one with the best hugs and the one that made me feel like no one else could when I was in his arms. We were perfect together and I still think we are. But then I moved 14hrs away and of course it ruined everything, I guess my love couldn’t change the distance. So when I got here I moved on dating other people and I met Brandon we dated for almost a year and I had though I found a new love. And with all my heart I believed I was over Michael. Cause Brandon made me forget about him. But Brandon and I grew apart too. Even then I still never though of Michael. He would text me everyday and I could text him to with out feeling anything, until I got back to my home town and I saw him with another girl. And when I saw him kiss her the way he used to with me all the feelings came rushing back and right then I knew I did love him and I still do and I’ll never stop. But with my luck nothing will happen cause when it comes to guys I’m just plain stupid.